Had an utterly amazing evening with my boyfriend. I haven’t had chance to see him lately because we’ve both been busy, but tonight he took me to see Wreck It Ralph at the cinema, and we had an hour to kill before the film started, so he took me for a hot chocolate (because I was really fed up and down, and he wanted to cheer me up) and then when it finished, we went for a chinese, and it was just perfect and I love him so much and I’m spoiled.
Matt, you’re amazing and thank you for being with me when you could have anyone in the world. I love you.
There is a girl I know
Who cannot see
How truly beautiful she is.
And I just want to take her face in my hands
Ask her what’s wrong
And make her see how beautiful she is.
But I cannot do so
Because society would find a name for me,
Like “lesbian” or “weirdo”
I find it sad that people live their lives
How beautiful they really are
And never being able to tell others
How beautiful they are
[for fear of being judged]
You said “I love you more”
But I know that it’s not possible
Because you don’t even love me at all.